I still haven’t gotten to talk to my boyfriend, but I’m okay. I’ve started texting him every night telling him that I’m okay and just venting all these things I keep feeling to him. It helps me feel better. I don’t even know if he can read the texts, but I text it and know that he wouldn’t want me to keep hating myself. Actually, he’d probably be telling me that I’m amazing and to quit saying that I don’t deserve him. I can literally just remember being with him and it’s like I feel a million times better. I promised him I’d quit hurting myself, I broke that promise once, I’m not doing that again. And I really haven’t, not since the 7th of June. I can’t wait until I see him again so I can tell him that.