Last night I injured myself because I felt as though I didn’t follow thru with someone that my partner wanted and needed…which was simply acknowledging some tasks that she had done throughout the day on her normal day off. I was SO upset at myself because I felt like such a failure..sometimes the hatred I have for myself is overwhelming. Know that I have never attempted suicide, nor will I, because of the devastation it leaves to people who love you. I watched my mother attempt until my uncle broke through the door to save her. I want a safe place to talk, to get help, and not be judged. I hope this is a place for that…Thank you.
I’m here for you 🙂 email me if you ever want to talk 🙂
This is the best site I’ve found. No one judges. Most of us have been through many of the things you have. You are not alone. Keep blogging! I have been here for years and the knowledge that others understand me is amazing!