I’m not okay, I’ve accepted that, but at least I’m trying. I really WANT everything to work itself out and be okay. I even told someone else about everything else and she gave me some advice and I’m trying to follow it. Whenever I start therapy maybe they can get me help. All I can do now is get the help I am offered. It took everything I had on Friday not to have a panic attack in school, so I sat there depressed and wouldn’t talk to anyone. That’s probably when I realized I HAD to DO something about this, I can’t just get better. So even though I didn’t put it on my Summer bucket list… it’s probably the most important thing. I can’t keep harming myself, and I can’t keep taking in everything anyone says and letting it hurt me. I WILL BE OKAY!
Tweety Bird,
I like your view on things, about trying to not let people get to you and all. I can relate to what you said about being depressed and not wanting to talk to others, and I have experienced panic attacks many times, so I can relate to that as well. I am glad you were able to talk with someone and get some advice from her. It feels really good when someone takes the time to listen and care (smile). I have been following some of your other posts, and just wanted to let you know to feel free to email me if you like.
Thanks that really does mean a lot to me, I follow your posts too! I’m glad someone cares about me 🙂
What is your email?
My email is tranquilwaterfall@gmail.com
I will definitely email you! Thanks for offering!