I couldn’t take it, I had to, I was insignificant and no one cares so I made my self feel like I meant something. Honestly if I hadn’t done it it would’ve been way worse, but he messaged me and it stopped me. I had to do something though so I injured, I was so ashamed of myself afterwards that I didn’t respond to him. I have actually reached my limit to life, if he hadn’t messaged me just to say “Hello beautiful, I love you!” I’d have given up. That one reminder that I have someone that cares about me and thinks about me saved my life.