I wish sometimes why i do what i do to myself… I mean i work really hard in therapy. I do my hardest to be a great mother, and a great friend to my friends. But recently my sons father and i broke up after being together 11 years. It was hard for me but had to be done. I self injured and sometimes it just had to be done. I feel so alone sometimes. Like i could be in a crowd and be so alone. I am in a house with my parents and my son and feel alone. I love my family and i know they love me but noone understands what i go through sometimes.