Everything has led to this moment. My depression and self-harm has gotten to the point where I’m more than disgusted with myself. There is no one I can talk to, my own mother thinks I’m “faking” or doing it for attention. I would never fake it. I didn’t ask to be this way. I’m a disgusting person. Everything I do is wrong. I’m so sorry for everyone I have bothered, which I’m sure is a lot. I just want someone to care, I know that’s selfish, but that’s all I need. Please.