Right now, I feel so alone, and this feeling of being alone really is a bad trigger for me right now. I really want to injure, but I can’t because I’m not by myself as I write this. Otherwise, I think I would just go ahead and injure and be done with it. Then I would not have to feel this emotional pain, even for a little while. I’m just so tired of feeling like I am walking through this difficult time by myself.