I went almost a year without having to SI. I have bipolar disorder and have been through alot. I went off my meds almost six months ago. I felt fine. Now I’m going through the worst down swing I’ve had since a sexual assault case about a year ago. I can’t seem tto stop injuring. I’m supposed to go in for a medicine evaporation on Monday but I’m in such a dark place I don’t feel anything will help. I just feel stuck in this place..