I’m sorry that I’m giving into the urge so easily. I didn’t put up the fight that I should have. I’m just so tired and worn, please understand that my emotions haven’t been stretched so much in such a seemingly small span of time before now. I held together without giving in all day … giving in now it’s not as bad as it looks. I made it this far … I know that there are some that would be willing to try to talk me down. I’m sorry, I just can’t help it. As much as I want to accept your help I can’t … I’m sorry.