Don’t exactly know where to begin tonight because it’s been a long time since I wrote on this and I’m not even sure if anyone from S.A.F.E would remember. Yesterday marked 2 months that’s I haven’t injured myself since graduating back about 5 years this coming July-August. I still blame myself for all the abuse I took as a child and I guess you can say I gave up one form of Self-Injury for another and now I’m told if I don’t stop I could have serious physical damage done that might not be reversible. I need help (and I never really ask) because I’m still doing everything my family did to me and continuing kit because I feel that I still did something wrong to deserve it. I mean their all dead, but I’ve continued frustrating myself trying to stop, but everytime i start feeling good about anything I just get the wall back up as quickly as possible. I don’t know if I made any sense like I said it’s been a very long time since I’ve written on this.