This is where I am at – a very dark and murky place. Everything is falling apart around me and I don’t know how to handle it. I am not handling it. Sometimes I want to give up, and that really scares me. I feel like the only thing keeping me grounded is my cat – she is my sanity and comfort – but she is a cat.
I need something else and I am afraid what will happen if I don’t get it. I know I need to ask for what I need, but I don’t know who to ask. I am not close with anyone right now.