So like me nd Seth like broke up a month ago…nd well for a while he wouldnt speak to me at ALL!!! then he started talking to me again nd gave me signs tht he still wanted me…I still have real strong feelings for him but right now…I cant love myself so how would I accept his love for me…plus it’s been real tough tht I’m not ready for love right now…especially his love…Mean yea…I HAVE NO ONE! I’m on my own again…I really need someone…but Seth just isnt the right person for me…he thinks he can handle me nd he’ll never give up on me…but…lot of guys say tht at first then end up giving up nd never wanting anything to do w/ me…nd I’m scared the same will happen w/ me nd Seth…nd I dont know what I would do w/out Seth…he’s the only one tht can actually make my day nd can always put a smile on my face…even on my lowest days…now…he has a girlfriend…nd I have to pretend I’m happy for him when really…it feels like everything’s falling apart for me right now…I’ve lost friends nd feel so alone…now Seth has a girlfriend…nd who knows how long they will go out…I just fall apart every day now…try not to in front  of people but end up anyways…nd I just dont know what to do…I just feel like giving up…All I can think of is…Maybe Sidnee is right…I’m not good enough for Seth to love…but I dont know anymore…