Like really…I have this so called friend named Dejanae…She knows I still have STRONG feelings for Seth nd she just wants to crush me!:( today in gym Seth sat by me nd he had mi jacket on nd we were talking nd she comes over nd starts talking to him bout going out w/ mi ex bestie Nashelvy….I just felt like crying even though I know he still has feelings for mii but it just made mii break bc she’s supposed to b mi bestie nd she did tht to mii…:( like really….mii nd Seth r only friends right now but I still have really STRONG feelings nd they r getting stronger each day he cuddles mii in his arms when we w/ each other…mean I know he’s a player but I cant help but love him!!! nd he acts the way he act when we were together…I mean I’m glad we’re at least friends but at times I just feel like we should b more again….at times I mizz his kisses…its is still the same nd always has been tht way but I just…I’m just not over him yet nd I know he isnt over mii….but at the same time…I’m scared to b loved by not just him but anyone!!!!idk…