Am I in college or back in middle school!????
I hate being talked about behind my back by people who were supposed to be my friends….

Especially when it’s people who should be able to understand you. I have depression and this girl who talks about me does too…we should be able to understand each other in different ways than other people can. I’ve been where she is before.

She’s talking about me and this guy I am best friends with who she likes on a blog website that EVERYONE can see. It’s gossip…and it’s awful. I don’t know what to say or do. She doesn’t know that I know yet. I have a self-harm awareness ribbon tattooed on my back…she knows where I’ve come from. Yet she is just rooting for me to fall. Some friend. I’ve almost gone a YEAR without my main form of SI. It’s been a month or so free of ALL forms! Yet here this girl is talking about me like I’m trash.

I’m so mad and sick to my stomach. I don’t know what to do… :'(