Is it possible to want to die, but not want to kill yourself? Its almost like I wish I was never here, but I’m too scared to do anything. I haven’t done anything here, why was I put here? People always tell you “Everyone has a purpose” but I don’t think I do. Nothing good has come out of my life. I’ve lost everyone I’ve ever loved. I’m sick of feeling so worthless. I hate myself. I just hate everything.