I feel so out of touch with realty right now. Nothing seems real anymore. It’s been an emotional rollercoaster ride the past few weeks. I feel like I’m losing touch with reality … as if I’m regressing in every aspect as I grow more and more unsure. I don’t know what to do anymore, I’m so confused. I’m tired of feeling like this … so tired of feeling numb and dead. I feel like life itself is draining me, I don’t feel like much of anything anymore. I can’t muster the energy to do my school work or even crawl out of bed right now, I just feel so gone right now. I didn’t even realize that I had gotten this low again