I feel like I am a little 12 year old again! I can’t do this anymore! I have SIed in almost 4 months. I don’t know what to do. I want to so bad. My mom is flipping out on my for no reason. She has problems. I don’t do anything and she grounds me for having attitude problems. She took away my phone and almost my computer. Thank God she didn’t or else I wouldn’t be able to be on here for some help. My Grandpa just found out his cancer came back and has spread to multiple areas. I am falling apart and I feel like the only thing that I can do it SI. My mom doesn’t understand anything that I am going through. She just calls it drama. She thinks that I am being over dramatic and threatening her with SIing. I  don’t want to give into my urges but they are soo dang strong. I don’t know what to do anymore. I need someone to help me. No one in my family understands what is happening. I get punished or grounded for injuring. However, my step-sister who also SI’s never gets punished for it she gets coddled and sympathy from my parents. I can’t take it anymore!!!!!!!!~