I really need to reach beyond myself right now. I’m reminding myself that is happening. I’m just sitting here. Inside me I feel like something is really wrong. I feel – I don’t know how. I feel scared. Life is moving too fast. It’s all “good” but I am still me and I need pacing. I know I could make everything just stop with si.
By making the decision to sit down and type this out, you are activly engaged in creating a better life for yourself. You’re striving to be better. No matter whats going on around you, and how long you sit there in indecision, you’re not just sitting there. You’re moving forward, every second is a step onward. You’re not JUST sitting there.