I’m very frustrated. I feel like I’m holding in screaming or something. We finally got our other car fixed and legal and ready to go a few days ago. Tonight we were driving on the highway and the car started overheating. So back to square one. On a positive note, I won cheap tickets for really great seats to my favorite broadway musical tonight. That’s where we were going when the car messed up. For for about two hours I was able to immerse myself in all the music and lights and beautifulness and it was awesome. I’m very anxious. I feel like SIing and drinking, but I know I’m mostly just tired and really overwhelmed. I’m so anxious about my job now that my stomach hurts every time I think about what it will be like and how I will react.