I’m completely losing control. I have no idea what I’m doing. I’m self injuring too much. Why? I have no idea. I feel awful. LIke, the worst I’ve ever felt. I switched schools at the beginning of the school year, and no one here knows of my SI. My parents think I stopped along time ago. When they ask, I tell them I’m fine. I used to self injury in different ways, but now I’ve resorted to the more common form. No one will think its suspicious that I’m always covering up since its winter. I wish someone would notice. I wish they would just hug me and say “I know that you’re feeling awful. I know you hate yourself. I know.” I just can’t tell anyone. I don’t trust anyone. I want out. Now. I’ve never quite been suicidal before. I think I’m getting there. I don’t know what to do. I’m scared, I’m alone, I’m desperate for help. Please, someone tell me what to do. Please.