Sooo I’ve been trying to stop SIing and so far I’ve been a little bit successful. In September I broke up with my boyfriend of 9 months and best friend of 3 years because he was pressuring me to do things I was not at all okay with and I felt terrible for breaking his heart and I relapsed.  Since then I’ve met this great guy who lives about 40 minutes away from me. I’m okay with that. He and I can actually  relate with SI problems. One day when he came down he grabbed me..he kissed all of the scars and told me “promise me you won’t do this again.” I told him I didn’t want to make a promise I couldn’t keep. He eventually got me to promise him I’d try my best not to and I haven’t since and really haven’t had the urge to(: I feel good but I’m scared of falling back down that road…