It’s sad how my mom and I are the only ones in the living room, the tv is off… And we haven’t said a word to each other.

 

I mean my relationship with my mom has always been rocky… But I think she is disgusted with me. I’m fat and ugly and when she found out about my SI she freaked. It’s sad that I can’t have a normal conversation with her anymore. I can’t call her when I’m upset. I can’t text her for advice or she will go crazy. It’s just sad that I think my relationship with my mom is gone. I’m scared it will never come back.