What do I even say… Things have pretty much just gone down hill. Things were good for a while. But then I foolishly started dating a friend who was one of the best supports I had. Lets just say that didn’t go too good. He got me into trouble with the dean at my school because my cousin was being the overprotective person that he is and his parents saw it. They were either going to have him tell the school or they would call the cops. How nice is that? That night, I broke down like I never had before. I went to a friends house and he basically had to hold me so I wouldn’t run anywhere. My friends like to think that I’m ok. But they don’t really realize how hard things hav been lately. I’m so stressed with school and work and making everyone think I’m ok, that the simplest things set me off now. I’m not sure how much longer I can do this.