Words can’t express how deeply hurt I am. Someone who used to be my best friend blamed my mother’s S.I on me. She told me no one has any sympathy for me. Before I made this account I had no where else to go. I used another site to express all my feelings. I didn’t hide anything from anyone, now I was told to stop posting journals based on me just expressing how I was feeling. I can’t hold everything in, I have to let it out. I stopped posting journals there and I have this account. I guess it’s a good thing my mom told me to make this account. Now I have an outlet.