I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE. THE HATED. THE MISTRUST. IM DONE. MY MOTHER WONT LET ME DO ANYTHING. MY GRANDMOTHER ON MY DAD’S SIDE WANTS TO SEE ME AND WANTS ME TO COME VISIT THEM IN WASHING TON. BUT MY DAD IS MY MOM’S EX-HUSBAND. I WANT TO GO BUT SHE WON’T LET ME BECAUSE SHE THINKS MY GRANDMOTHER IS GOING TO BRAINWASH ME. DOESNT SHE KNOW THAT I AM SMARTER THAN THAT. SHE THINKS THAT I AM UNRAVELING NOW. I HATE IT. I FEEL LIKE SIing. I WANT TO BUT I KNOW THAT IT WILL JUST PROVE HER RIGHT THAT I AM UNRAVELING BECAUSE SHE IS PUSHING MY OVER THE FRIEKING EDGE. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE.