My friend has less than 6 months to live. I still can’t comprehend this, and all I’ve been doing since I found out is going through the motions. How am I supposed to do this? How do I live my normal life?? Because it’s not normal anymore, and it feels so wrong to be going to school, while my friend is dying. I feel a relapse coming. All she wants to do is live. For the longest time all I wanted to do was die. Why her??? Why, why, why? Why couldn’t it be me? How am I supposed to say goodbye to someone I love so much in less than half a year? I’m so scared, angry, and sick. I’ve been questioning everything this past week, and still haven’t gotten any further on what to do about this….