I am TIRED of hiding all my emotions inside my heart of stone. I am TIRED of idiots at school bullying me and my friends for being who we are. I am TIRED of pretending that I’m not falling in love with my best friend of the same gender. I am TIRED of this thesis I have to write for World Civ. I am TIRED of this girl in my choir class telling me not to self harm anymore, when I only relapsed yesterday after 2 months of staying clean. I am TIRED of hiding secrets from my therapist, who I am suppose to open up to. I am TIRED of pretending that I am mentally sane and am not wanting to self harm every day. I am TIRED of scaring people away. I am TIRED of being surrounded by people constantly. I am TIRED of everything. I am TIRED of being TIRED. I want to go to sleep and Wake Up without school work hanging over my head. I want to Wake Up and not feel guilty for making my mom yell the night before. I want to Wake Up and be able to tell my secrets to everyone, and not be judged. I want to Wake Up and kiss my best friend good morning. I want to Wake Up and realize that I can’t Wake Up anymore.