Simply put: I just want to cry and self injure.
I can’t do this anymore. I can’t fight this every day. Is it even possible to get over this urge?
Eight months and I am still fighting. Where is the hope, huh? I’m so angry.I hate myself so much it’s not even funny. Why am I here? Do people even like me or are they just using me?
I really need someone to help me. But who? Oh, yeah, no one cares enough. Just kidding.
People care about you . The people around you may not know to to express it or may not know how to help you because they have not been through it. Alot of people have a hard time expressing it so they don’t express it. I found out people that cared about me that I didn’t even think did for the longest time. So I know there are people that care for you they just need to man up and show you. If you wanna talk feel free to email me. I am usually a good listener.
blueyedginger717@hotmail.com
You might be surprised by those who do care. You are not alone. But in order to find someone to care you have to let someone know how you feel – I know, easier said than done.
I know how hard it is, I understand the struggle, but it will get easier. The urge won’t always be this bad.
Hang in there and be safe. People do care. Sometimes they just have to realize there is something there that needs to be cared about.