Im constantly pushing people away. All because he left, all because he just disappeared. I know I’m doing it, i just don’t know how to stop. I just want to go hide away, and be alone. Because thats how I constantly feel, just alone. And I am. And I’m not surprised, because I push people away, and then they just give up. Why wouldn’t they? I’m not worth fighting for, or worth any thing for that matter. I’d just like to believe theres someone somewhere who won’t get tired of me, or will continue to care even after they find out about the SI…I’m just sick of being afraid of getting too close. Of getting hurt. Sorry for the rambling
You are worth fighting for. It may not be you but what you do that pushes people away . I know when people found out that I injured they did not really talk to me as much and I thought that it was because they all hated me. It was really because they knew that I injured. So keep your chin up.You are worth it. If you wanna talk you know where to find me.