I relapsed today in the girls bathroom during 9th period health. Right now, while frantically trying to get my online Latin 1 homework done before school tomorrow, I just want to relapse again so badly. It’s really pathetic that I’m wanting, practically needing to relapse. And I still have that darned essay, and Algebra 1 homework, and I need to study for my test tomorrow, and I have Marching Band practice tomorrow and the stupid football game, and all the other junk right now. Anxiety, possible depression, and self mutilation are the least of my worries right now.