One more argument. One more horrible fight. One more bad thing that comes my way n im done! I am one step closer to relapsing one syep closer to ruioning everything all because i feel sorry for myself. One step closer to going back to that life i tried so hardto escape. I cant escape im trapped i never did get out. Its all over. All my hardwork donefor. Allbecause i cant handle myself anymore. I just dont want to hurt anyone else with being me! I just dont no. How! How do i stay strong give all this adice wen i cant follow? Wen im slipping thriugh the seams! I wish i new wat waswring with me but i dont anymore n that is why i am one step closer.