Im scared. My aunt i barley get to see may be sick and i might not get to say goodbye to her and that maes me sad because i love her so much shes like another mom and if i lose her ill be losing two moms. I just hate this! why do so may people that mean so much to me have to have something bad happen? I really feel like SIing and idk if ill be able to ever stop if i do. Im so mad at my grandma for not letting us see them! I just hope shes okay and i really hope i can be strong in this bad time right now. I cant even think right now