I feel like I will forever be a self harmer, even if i don’t do it for years and years. I’ll always have those scars ,though they will slowly fade,  and people will always know what I did. Most importantly, I’ll always know. It will constantly stop me from doing things that I want to do. It’s already stopped me from doing so many things that I love. The number one thing is swimming. I love going swimming with my family, and now I can’t do that because I have to cover myself up in the swimming pool. Having all these scars have stopped me from spending time with my family and friends. I hate having these scars.