I’m on vacation with my family.  I whined and complained until we came on a small trip. Well here we are and all I want is to be home. I just want to be alone and cry.  No not cry. to si. Id rather si than cry..  I can’t handle anything anymore. This trip was suppose to be fun butsi don’t want to eat. I don’t feel like being around my parenas or my cousin. thank goodness we have our own room and she’s not pushy. But still!! I just don’t understand it.  These mood swings are so huge lately.  One sec I’m good. Totally happy.  Then I feel sick. Then I want to cry. Then I have this uncalled for anger that I can’t handle. I just wish I could fall asleep and be someone else.