I’m feeling worse and worse everyday. Lately I’ve been getting up in the morning and just looking in the mirror and thinking about all the things that are wrong with me. All the stupid things I’ve done. I try and look at the things I love about myself, but sometimes its just too hard. I just need one person other than myself, I just need some validation and reassurance that I matter to someone. Because right now I feel so very alone. And I know that that shouldn’t need someone else’s reassurance to feel good about myself, but right now I could use that. I just want a true friend, someone who cares about me enough to listen and help me through this instead of assuming I’m fine, because I’m not. I am sooo far away from fine. I’m struggling to stay strong, but its so hard.