yep. after a year and a couple of days, i relapsed. not proud of myself but i just can’t take it anymore. so many urges. i can’t get rid of the voices inside my head. i just wanna break down and cry. literally have never been this bad in my life. i can’t do it. i don’t want to live anymore and i hate it. i have no other choice but to self injure. people promise me that i’ll get help, still haven’t gotten it. no one is doing anything. maybe that’s cuz no one knows. i bet if someone found out they’d tell my parents and then something could finally happen. sometimes i want help, other times i don’t want it.
hey! have you injure since you relapsed? i havent injured in 104 days now….well…kinda…..Becuase relapsing is part of recovery. please talk to me. maybe if we get better together it will be easier. add me on facebook if you want….its Bicha Salazar. people say it get better…and i wish i could tell you the same, its just that for me it hasnt happened yet..