I’m only 14 years old and I’m not a virgin, I’ve used substances.

My mom and Dad have no idea and it hurts. It also hurts to know if my Dad had an idea he wouldn’t care. He left me years ago, why should he care?

I just feel so hopeless. Like nothing in the world even matters.

I self injure myself and when I do I cry for hours and hours until my body drifts off into a heavy sleep.

I feel like the only one who even cares is my boyfriend. I feel like everyone else is a pretender, a liar, and two faced.

I feel like everything I say can and will be used against me. I hate feeling like that.

I just feel so alone. I go to therapy all the time, I have help. But I refuse to talk about it. It makes me feel so freaky and like an outcast.

No one understands how I feel. Not at all. I’m such a huge disapointment to everyone and I don’t know how to fix it.

S.I is the only way out anymore.