After hearing of the shootings in Colorado I’m so scared now. People are so sick and evil. I feel selfish that I’M scared. These kinds of things are terrible and I’m obsessive about them. I deleted the msn app on my iPhone a few months ago because it was freaking me out. Fear is one of my biggest triggers. That’s how self injury started for me, 9/11 because I was so scared I was sick and I didn’t know what to else to do because all my fear had built up and had no one else to go because I was full of it. Anyway, don’t know what I’m trying to say just had to put that out there.