so, my family is so annoying and embarrassing. I’m a control freak and it’s so hard not to be able to control them. All of them are not the best looking and that’s one thing icare about the most, looking good. All of my friends are out doing junk while I’mjust sitting here, nothing to do except hang with family. When hanging out with my family it causes me so much anxiety . Today was a day FILLED with anxiety. I’m giving up. I go to school away from everyone and now that I’mhome for the summer all iwant to do is go back! The guy Ilike doesn’t like me back, of course he doesn’t! who would? honestly.. I’m just so lost. I honestly give up on tying to stay cool calm and collected. I’m falling apart and that little fake smile I try and do isn’t doing to well staying on anymore.