i feel so alone at times. i mean, i know that i don’t need someone to make me happy and that i can make myself happy. i’m perfectly capable of doing that, most of the time. but when you think about it it would be nice to have someone there to remind you how beautiful you are or how much you mean to them. cuz quite frankly i am never reminded of those things and i think i need to be. i don’t know, i guess that’s just me. just, every time i see all these people, happy and together. it gets me really upset, and who likes being upset?