I was molested and raped in the month of june and wanted to Si last night, but I prayed instead that god would take away the urge to harm myself. I didn’t hurt myself and im so happy. Its been over two years and that means a lot to me becuz I learned none of that stuff was my fault and we are all worth a lot to god and others, whether we know it or not. I liked the comment about relapse is part of recovery. That made me fill so much better about myself when I read that. Thanks guys and gals!