Im 34 years old and have started injuring again. Everything builds up and I can’t take it anymore. Im married well technically he has left me with our 3 children to care for. I can’t tell anyone Im doing this to myself they will just think I am crazy and take my kids away. I have no help. Last night was hard. Im too old to do this.Im not 14 anymore. I just don’t know what to do. I feel so broken and useless. I feel like there is no one in the world to turn to.