I recently stopped caring about everything. Myself, relationships, school, the future. I’m pretty sure I wont make it past 20 at this rate so none of that seems to matter. I’ve been ditching school to party. Hanging out with the kids who are just like me, who just don’t care. Running away is starting to seem like a good option. Everyone else knows all I’ll ever amount to is a huge loser, guess I finally decided to give into that. Its the saddest feeling I’ve ever had, but at the same time I feel right about this.