I’ve been a selfinjurr for over two yearS now. Sometimes I just feel so alone. Although I have friends and people who love me, sometime I just feel so scared

I wake up in the morning and usually have trouble finding the motivation to move. Gerting through acomplete school day used to be a breeze. Lately, I find it next to impossible. I feel enfoldedion a cloud of grey. The level of perfection expected from me is too much. I feel invisible to everyone. Sometimes I wonder if my so called friends even notice my struggle. Im scared I’m pushing them away. I want to get better. I really do. I wish I could.

With love,

Chaya