I relapsed,my wounds in a more obvious place, and surprisingly only by best friends have notices. Luckly I can hide it some. Since Friday I have a date, and Saturday I get to stay at a friends house, hiding it is something I need to do. Only three people, maybe four, know about it. My boyfriend doesn’t even know, and he won’t. This is not something I need him to know. To make it better, my friend(who I am visiting on Saturday) SI a week or two ago, so I know I need to handle it all as perfectly as possible, and I remember to pray a lot, but it is still hard. I hope I can go on like I had before Monday, where I can be clean for a while. I pray everyone who does read this that you are not alone, just confide to a close friend, they can help you.