I’ don’t know what to do anymore.. The depression Is so bad lately. I’m at the point where I can’t focuss on anything. School, socializing, even sleeping and eating is hard. In the past week it’s like I’ve completely forgotten how to have a normal conversation with someone without constantly spacing out or being unable to focuss on what their saying. I’m scared that I’m really loosing it. It feels like I’m not really living, but rather going through the days motions thoughtlessly. Or like I’m watching my life as a movie, instead of actually being apart of it. I want to come backtot the real world now, buI I feel stuck in this hazey state of mind