I si’d Yesterday. I need to wright it down. so this is my log. I wish I could talk to someone in real life about this. but it is better for me if I don’t because no one will understand of the people I know. It would be too much stress on them. they all think I quit about a year ago. and I did for a little wile but it is an addiction. I may think it is over and be able to tell everyone that is it but that is far from the truth.