So I met someone new.  We’ve been talking a lot.  We plan on going to dinner soon.  Its all good, until today he started be all cute and talking about going swimming and cute romantic stuff.  While I love all of the talks of it, how am I going to explain it all? How do I explain the scars? Each and everyone of them has a story for me, and at the same time, they all mean the same thing.  When he asks, what am I suppose to say?  Not everyone understands it.  I hate this. Maybe this is why I dont pursue relationships at all.  Because at some point, hes going to see, and hes going to ask, and Im going to have to explain.  UGH.