Self injury seems to be my only hope now of days. I’m not allowed to write on myself because my mom will go on a tangent and do God knows what. I’ve grown use to hiding my self injury, and my mom hasn’t found out about anything.
Yesterday I self harmed. I couldn’t hide it. So I just didn’t hide it. I just let it show, left my friends house, and, surprisingly enough, didn’t self harm for the rest of the night.
I’m so numb right now. It’s 5:35 in the morning, but even so. I’m never this numb. I feel so lifeless that I could just injure until I feel certain that I’m alive.
Have a nice life everybody. Make sure to use it well <3