Yesterday I tried a different way of harming myself, and it didn’t work out so well.  Afterwards I was able to put up with my mom yelling at me, so I take that as a good sign. I’m not going to stop, I’ll have to wait until I’m out of this horrible school. Once the summer hits, I’ll definitely try stopping for good. And if that doesn’t work, I’ll have to try something else. I wonder if Ireland has any good shrinks or therapists…